Tomorrow is my last Friday with Grayson. I have spent every Friday with him since he was born. When I went back to work, I continued to have Tuesdays and Fridays off with him. Going full time is not going to be easy. I still don't know how to get rid of the lump in my throat. I already feel like he barely acknowledges me. All my "mommy" books tell me he should prefer to be around me, or smile more around mommy... not the case. Hooman tells me not to take it personally, but it's hard. ...it will only get harder.
I don't want to do anything tomorrow but be with him. I think I'll take him for a nice stroll in the early morning. Just Grayson and mommy.
xo
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